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You are scared aren’t you,

Don’t be frightened,

I’m here to tell the truth,

Its time you listened,

For once,

I will tell you the horrors I’ve come to see,

In my lifetime,

Don’t be frightened native one,

I have come for you,

To expand your knowledge of the world,

You’ve come to see me in the halls,

Walking tall,

I’m not who u think I am,

I’ll tell you if you listen,

I bet you wont though,

So let me show you my life,

There is so much to tell,

In my almost 14 years,

Let me show you the secret life I led,

The one I don’t show,

The one who cries in bed at night,

Waiting for death,

As most surely it will come,

Come along,

As I show you the pain I endure,

My life as an open book,

I’ll tell you everything,

As long as you listen,

I bet you wont,

So watch the writing on the wall,

Watch me crumple to the floor,

As I write it once more

As I write this I am slowly changing,

This is what I feel,

I’m better than I’ve been in a while,

My doctor has to admit,

I’ve changed,

And slowly as the world turns,

And you read this you will too,

I’ll bring you to my level,

Tell you all about it,

From life to death,

I shall show you the way,

Shine your light before it burns out,

Show the world you are not scared,

Or scarred,

You must overcome,

Find your inner beauty

All the nice things,

I’ve said don’t matter anymore

I stop and check everyday,

Still no sign of you,

You may have thought of me as a friend,

I think you knew I wanted more,

You weren’t talking for months,

I thought you forgot who I was,

I prayed for you to talk,

Were you scared,

I’m sorry,

Was it Mrs. Helen holding us back,

Was it me,

Did you not even want to talk,

I’m sorry I thought you liked me,

Maybe I thought wrong,

I remember trying to sing to you,

The words came out wrong,

Maybe like our first catty hello

Slowly as I watch the world,

I here the pattering footsteps of god,

And he’ll say on Judgment Day,

To every unforgiving soul,

What did you do to make you this way,

They will say,

God,

You come before me on my Judgment Day but,

What have you done to make me this way,

God’s reply,

I come before you to pray for your soul to be spared,

For you have sinned in which ways,

I could not have made you,

Sinned soaked soul’s reply,

Father,

You made me this way,

For I no longer believed that you may come,

For I have been in Purgatory my whole life,

Send me there to rest,

God’s reply,

Soul you need a new life,

I will give you another chance,

If you fail,

There will be,

Nothing I can to for you,

Sinner’s reply,

Judgment Day for all shall come soon,

For people are losing faith in what you are,

So in fact,

You are the original sinner

My one,

My only,

My love,

My fear,

My hope,

My god,

Don’t you love me,

Be pure and,

God will come,

Bullshit where were you May 14,

Yeah,

I know,

Having a hard time hearing,

My screams and cries for Al,

Whys and no's,

To much right,

To much for you,

Then,

It was way too much for me

Wire bound around the fence,

That holds me here,

Just wire you tied,

Make me feel like Harry Houdini,

Jumping through ropes,

Just to make money and,

Make people happy,

No fun,

Just work all the time,

Nothing holds me back from leaving,

Just this wire,

Around my ankles and,

Wrists,

Just like my shackles,

Holding me to this place you call home,

My wasted time costs money,

Just like you,

What do I get out of this,

A mere go back to work,

This wire is all that is holding me,

Maybe broken by the love of another and,

A High School Diploma

It hurts me so bad when we fight,

Don’t we stand a chance against this,

I look at you,

You look at me,

Don’t you have feeling for me,

Didn’t you love me once,

I told you I loved you,

Don’t lie,

I don’t need these anymore,

Goodbye,

Go,

Away,

I don’t want you anymore

Miss me when I’m gone,

I’m not here for long,

Miss me,

I’m wrong,

You wont,

That’s right,

Don’t lame yourself,

It’s my problem,

I’m not far from jumping off,

Help, help, help,

Need someone please,

Miss me when I’m gone,

I wont be here for long,

I’ll be out of your hair,

You wont,

I know,

Don’t lie,

Need help, need help, need help

Shut up,

Can’t stand this,

No more,

Fuck you,

I hate you,

Your wrong,

I’m right,

Fuck you,

Fuck you,

I hate you,

I hate you,

Stop pushing me,

Around,

Stop lying,

Leave me alone,

Stop trying,

Don’t tell me you love me now,

Go now,

Can’t stand you,

No more

You hate me,

I hate you,

Don’t talk,

I’m gone,

Out of reach,

You tried,

I can’t have this,

You lied,

You lied,

You thought you accomplished something,

But you didn’t,

Try,

Try,

Try again,

Wrong,

Wrong,

Lie,

Lie,

Stop bitch,

Bitch

Bastard,

Bastard right straight out of Kenosha,

Bred for perfection,

Out of the richest part of our asshole town,

You think you had it rough,

Being in the population that is wealthy,

Bastard,

Bastard right out of the shit hole city,

Try putting yourself in our situation,

You rich bastard,

Your father pays for everything including, Your drug problems,

You rich crack head,

You and your father are rich bastards,

You have not worked a day in your life,

You’re all little rich bitches,

Don’t tell me you have,

All these big problems,

Don’t bitch at me,

Rich bastard,

From Kenosha,

Wisconsin

Fallen into place,

Such a disgrace,

Sense school,

Shot caller,

Bitch out of the place,

I’m the one calling the shots

Wake me up from the inside,

I can’t ever have enough of this,

Wake me up,

No I would rather sleep,

Sleeping in my bed,

Wake me,

I cant ever think without falling back to sleep,

Give me some more,

When I sleep the phone always seems to ring,

People walk in and out,

As they please,

Father calls,

Says get your fat ass up,

Can’t you be more like your sister,

Boyfriend walks in and calls you a cunt,

Wake me up,

Walk to school,

Teacher surprised to see me,

Fall asleep in class,

Wait until my smoke brake

The boy was a punk asshole,

That was for sure,

He had said I was his,

He was mine,

Then I saw him with that other girl,

He turned around and said,

My girl you will always be mine,

This girl is better she is always changing,

You always stay the same,

Next day with his new girl on his arm,

Dressed like a prep,

I turned to him and said,

You changed,

I didn’t,

I tore off the ring he had given me,

Give it to your other girl,

I walked away,

I’d see him again,

I didn’t care,

I had my new guy with me now